Hi Patricia Congratulations and welcome to this internet world of rationality and peace--of common sense and freethinking wisdom--that unites non-believers and critical thinkers like you and us. You are invited to join the busy group "ORIGINS: Universe, Astronomy, Life, Earth, Humans, Religion, Gods, Atheism, Evolution, Darwin..." with 740 discussion topics and 3750 members. http://www.atheistnexus.org/group/originsuniverselifehumankindanddarwin
Welcome, Patricia. I have been in AA a good number of one day at a times and have been fortunate that my home group is over half agnostics. I am sorry you have had the experience of too much religious emphasis. Maybe you could look around and find a group that is more neutral.