Lisa - I read your story today, sent to me by Lillie. You have certainly had to deal with a great deal of tragedy in your life, and your coping skills must be incredible to have struggled through it - I say "through it," but the truth is, you never get through it, but time does dull the pain.
Your courage is certainly admirable. Another site I post on, filled with good people of like mind, is http://www.thinkatheist.com - I hope you'll drop by.
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