When I was a little, I've always known I was adopted. sometimes it makes me sad and feel low, because I really don't know who am I or what I am, the confusion is always there haunting me. I'm a serious-type of person, I value everything even the small talk, simple Hi and Hello, but when the closeness and built up is going up, they were gone, and i felt like they don't value the effort I spend with them. So, I stopped trusting people, I stopped going into different clubs.
I am afraid of rejection and getting left behind in any situation without having an excuse or something. I Think I need a lot of attention, I need to be loved just like everybody else does. I don't like people Leaving me.