A pretty strong title, huh? Likely confusing for those of you out there who know my (lack of) religious belief. However, before you jump to the obvious conclusion that I am a creationist of any sort, let me stop you.
I don’t believe in god - any god. Thus, it is a pretty big leap for me to have faith that something or someone I don’t believe exists created the earth.
So why do I not believe in evolution?
My lack of belief in evolution is not like my lack of belief in any deity. I don’t believe in evolution because I know next to nothing about it. I don’t believe in evolution the same way that I don’t believe one way or the other that the answer to x 3 + a x 2 + bx + c is 5. I just don’t have enough experience, education and workable knowledge to say one way or another. I know there is probably an answer, I just don’t know it yet. :)
I’ve been trying to educate myself on the subject as much as possible, because unlike the average school child, I did not get even basic education concerning evolutionary theory. I was home-schooled for the majority of my childhood, by very religious parents. Thus, my science education consisted of textbooks such as "Understanding God’s World". We also were big fans of Kent Hovind (aka Dr. Dino) and embraced young earth creationism fully. Simply put, I learned nothing about evolution except from the opposing side of the fence.
I know that life and everything around us came from some point of origin, but until I educate myself (I would love to take a class, actually) about it, I do not feel comfortable preaching it as fact.
Don’t get me wrong, I in no way think that creationism should be taught in school, for two reasons. One, religion, if taught at all, should be the job of the parents, not the teachers. Two, I am a strong supporter of absolute separation of church and state, thus feel that a religious subject has no place in state-funded education.
I am, as I said, trying to educate myself on evolution, but educational books are a tough read for me. I’ve been trying to muddle my way through the Origin of the Species, but again, it’s a tough read. If anyone has any suggestions about slightly more reader-friendly books on the subject, or other theories on the origin of the universe, please send them my way.
One final thought:
The origin of life, “why we are here”, etc., honestly has no bearing on my day to day activities or the way I live my life. If I find out tomorrow that we were crapped out by a giant octopus, it wouldn’t make a whole heck of a lot of difference. I live my life based on a specific set of evolving guidelines and morals, which are only subject to beneficial change - giant octopus or not. :)
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