I attended the Spanish Book Event in Manila, when a cute guy approached me. he's a tall guy, medium in built, and had fair skin, he's a 29ish fil-Chinese. He introduced himself so nicely and he asked for my number. So, I gave him my number. Then after 2 days, he texted me If I wanna grab some lunch near the Casino-Espanol and I said "sure, why not?" and that's it we started dating since then.
on the 14 weeks of dating, I started to like him so badly, because we have a lot of things in common, he's also an atheist and i felt like he's really there for me to understand me, but after the light dinner everything changed, he said that he was married, and not happy with his wife. I was totally shocked, when he showed me their picture on his wallet. I don't know what to say, but to think seeing that guy is wrong, morally and intellectually wrong. He started to explain his side, that being unfaithful to his wife is a wrong move but he can't help himself seeing me and wanting me at the same time. Ok. Goddamn fool to fall for his words but i did. He hold my hand and kissed me inside his car.
I accepted his reason, the relationship with him continued.
Then, He became a little bit naughty every time we see each other as if he want me to have sex him. Until one day, he was driving to some strange place, checked in to this fancy hotel and then "our tango" started out innocently, until I realized that I shouldn't lower myself for him, that I shouldn't crossed the line of being a wrong, and I should STOP having an affair with this man.
Another lesson learned for me, I stopped it, although he got me so deeply in love with him.