A few weeks ago, for the first time in my life, I drank and blacked out! It was scary! I had no recollection of anything. I had a bad headache, was sore, and a few bruises!
My friend gave me a call a few hours after I woke up, and told me about the night and the way I was acting. My jaw was on the floor. Apparently I acted in such a lewd way, I almost did not believe it was me! Everything she was repeating, it got worse and worse! I have no history of even doing anything that remarkably bad!
I went to the same bar (the scene of the crime), not too long later, and I couldn't even count the dirty looks I received. I bowed my head down and left the place. The embarrassment I felt was so insane, I cried walking (in the rain mind you)!
I fell into a pretty deep depression after that, which was the reason why I wasn't on here for awhile. I wanted to so badly crawl under a hole. But now, although I'm still very uncomfortable talking about the exact details, I decided instead of loathing about it, I will vow to never put myself in that situation ever again.