I'm tired of being invited to Easter services, even when I was believer I became disillusioned with the fakery and insincerity. I fear telling everyone how I really feel, my mother would die of worry and spend the rest of her time praying. I'm tired of the occasional Facebook posts of my high school friends or relatives complaining of their kids being taught evolution, I try to offer a bit of different opinion or information. And I get blasted. I don't like keeping useful information from people, but I get persecuted for suggesting a different opinion. It's frustrating and I feel isolated in this southern state.