after a bit with no computer- too many doctor's appointments- and even today is super busy== trips back to the place we used to call home- hubby got his settlement (yay) so he got his bed (sweet sleepnumber- he frakkin loves it! i am still not sleeping so well- even with the sleepytime meds theve given me... but anyways-



i am finally typing to you from my macbook:) he got what he wanted and as a mother's day/late early birthday/holiday and everything else we've never bought for… Continue

so i said fuck myspace and deleted my account... frak all that drama-- even with people who don't know you... have to start shit...wtf?? so yeah fuck that- i'm happier here and with my twitter anyways...



comp still going nuts... organ still trying to escape... nothing new... just actually got the computer to work and i felt the need to say FUCK YOU RON MOORE>>>> JUST FUCK YOU.... yeah... bsg has me all wound up after last night...



i'm thinking starbucks father… Continue

my computer is really freaking out on me... windows opening and closing on their own- the mouse going all over the screen- just being crazy- keep getting uniprocessor errors??? wtf??



so being on the internet is totally limited for now...



stupid ehlers-danlos syndrome has me down *again* first i lost my gallbladder - now it seems my bladder is prolapsing... not good... i don't recover well or quickly from surgery and it seems i may be in for some sort of surgery to keep my… Continue

theres probably plenty of copywrite infringments in this... but it was this crazy swarm in my head that i had to release unto you:)







Save me Pearl Jam & Radiohead for I have lost my way.



I cannot escape this coin operated siamese dream while riding this runnaway train.



I dream to dance dance the night away but the robots won't let us.



The OK computer runs the masses of money & greed.





I close my eyes to taste the… Continue

haiku again- by me;)



awakened by truth
religion won't save the earth
someone help me wake the world

Decided to share some of the vastness of haiku's i've written:) more to come i'm sure- and please remember that i personally wrote these so reposting is ok as long as you ask & give props:)



small. medium. large

no room for X-X-X-L

endless cycles shine







penguin looks at me

provides me the fire i need

pink is my color









voices in my head

most just sound like me inside

my eyes… Continue

I write..compulsively... and i know this is already on my profile.. but sometimes i do like to re-post things for emphasis... (that and i'm a super dork and i like reading my own words...really thats all it is.. i



anything i post on my blog- unless otherwise stated is my written work and property of me;) if you want to use something i've written that's cool.. just let me know and give me props ok?





"While Freedom Passes By"



Purple mountains… Continue