Yes it's difficult as regards the family. Be content at the moment that you now have thousands of good friends here,
at this fine site where the members like yourself recognise that religion is a fraud and gods are nothing but superstitions of the credulous. You are on the intellectual high ground.
Terry Meaden (physicist and archaeologist; 60+) founder of the busy group
"ORIGINS: Universe, Life, Earth, Humankind, Fossils, Religion, Evolution, Darwin..." with its over 200 discussion topics.
We discuss the world’s great questions including how life and humans, religion and faith, and everything else began.