Sam: Thanks for joining Recovering from Religion. Check out our website www.recoveringreligionists.com and send the info to people who may be leaving religion. You sound like someone who might be interested in starting or joining an RR group. There are lots of people who have the same questions who can greatly benefit from a place to meet and discuss. Let me know if you are interested. I am glad to provide email or phone support.
Thanks for your interest. I hope you will take a look at my book The God Virus as well.