Holidays are not that great
It is a little hard for me to get along with people during these times. Holidays among the "loved ones" are not what they are supposed to be when all the "loved ones" are theists. It's just that barrier of "omg, there's no god" that separates ways of thinking that conflict now.... and I do feel a little alone.
I'd like to be able to just not care about these things, but that would be rather similar to turning my brain off. I tried it, and I'm sorry to say it's beyond my skills.
I will just be quiet until the holidays go away, so that I can carry on with my normal life.
I wonder if living in Sweeden would fix this tiny problem :)