So I feel like venting, well not venting just rambling on about a few things. Thought about something that has not crossed my mind in awhile. Young atheists and more so with other peoples view on us. I kind of get annoyed when people look at me and think my disbelief in god is an angsty teenage phase but off course I am a little older than most of the kids that get this criticism of this sort which is also why it has been a while. I do not mean to come off like " adults don't understand" but it… Continue

Well my last few posts have been kind of depressing. Can't help it though I get in those moods every now and again. Feeling a bit better today dad got paid and I will get paid in about a week so things aren't that terrible. It looks like I will be able to see my girlfriend although I am not excited about her paying for me to come. I feel like a bastard sometimes cause she has paid for me before. I guess it shows that she cares when the only thing she wants for her birthday is to see me but I… Continue

Oh today really sucked. We got a notice for rent and some utilities for about 900 dollars, and I do not know if we can pay it. I am really getting tired of all this crap; all I want is some stability, some peace of mind but everyday I worry and it gets overwhelming. I thought we could actually pay our bills and have enough money so that I could visit my girlfriend. I do not know now and I really want to see her. She is one of the most amazing persons I have every met. I haven't seen her in… Continue

My life has been so repetitive for as long as I can remember. I have changed but my a lot of thing have just be repeated. I have been struggling with money for a very long time. It is always the same in the past my dad would get a great job and things would be finally getting stable then my dad would get laid off or fired then we were back in the shitter again. Now its that but with me working at the same time.

My life has changed in some ways because of it but most of it has been… Continue