Hi Paul, I too lost my spouse, and stopped believing in god at about the same time.
I've got a few blog posts that talk about that experience and also in insensitive ways believers try to deal with someone else's tragedy. Hope you are doing OK.
"The latest activity is still available on the front page. It took up way too much space on the right side. Hopefully, we can all get used to going there. Or, just use the RSS feed.
What does everyone think?"