Guild Wars is the only game that kept me interested for a long time. When Guild Wars 2 comes out I don't think there will be any game that can compare to it :)
I am currently 18 years old and I am not your common human. I am blunt, shy, honest, opinionated, weird, anti-social and just about anything that goes along with those traits. I don't like attention, in fact I hate it. I will most likely blush if you talk to me because I am extremely uncomfortable with having a conversation with you. Actually, I blush effortlessly and frequently. I lack in the eye department area as well. Good looking men intimidate me so I try to ignore their existence. If you come to me with a question, comment, or suggestion I am going to be brutally honest even if it is not what you want to hear.
I am a proud and rare virgin of my age. I don't believe in handing sex out like candy. It is something to be shared with someone you LOVE not just for your own personal pleasure.There is one type of human that I will never trust, and that would be the males. I think it is impossible for them to stay interested in the same female for the rest of their life, let alone a year. I would say a good percentage of them cheat on their girlfriends and or go to strip clubs or to places like hooters. Let's just say they have short attention spans and will most likely get bored of you.
I may be unlike most people, so I guess you could call me weird. I like going to movies by myself mainly because I don't have any friends. My thoughts, values, beliefs, opinions, and ideas are different than the rest of the world. Some people may share a few of mine but I will never find a single human with similar thoughts in all of those categories. I live a life of mostly isolation. Running away from reality I spend my time in fantasy. Whether that be reading, playing video games, watching movies, or dreaming. I walk and exercise daily because I find it peaceful. This society isn't something I would consider "good" by any means. Just because I like isolation does not make me a sadistic, pessimistic, worthless, depressed person. I am happy with my life and if one day I find someone who can understand me then maybe we can share that life together. I only have one thing to say to you in order for us to get along: Believe what you want but don't try to force it down my throat. However if that belief goes against what we know to be true, ex age of the earth, I want nothing to do with you because I can't handle asinine people that choose to lack knowledge and only believe what they WANT to be true.
I cannot know whether a deity exists or not, and neither can you. However I choose to not acknowledge a deity just as you choose to believe in one. Science makes more sense than religion even if it isn't 100% proof against a deity. Therefore I am an Agnostic Atheist.
I don't play GW actually...I've heard it's supposed to be really good though, even almost bought it at one point, but started a different game instead on the recommendation of a friend.
Recently, I've been trying to focus more on school, and on my writing, but if I decide to get back into gaming again (and it's practically inevitable) I might have to try it out.
I greatly enjoyed reading your profile, which is somewhat rare and strange.
I want to assure you, however, that there are males who are nothing like the horrible creature you described. There are some who do not cheat on their girlfriends. (either because they do not have girlfriends or because they have no desire to betray those who they care about or both)
Personally, I can't honestly say whether I could be with a single person for my entire life, but I would love to find someone who I could spend my whole life with, and hopefully I'll find that person someday.
Also, I'm pretty sure if I ever somehow ended up in a strip club I would most likely be thoroughly disgusted and/or confused, assuming I didn't just have an anxiety attack and swiftly exit the establishment with my head down so as to avoid any and all eye contact.
I think a lot of what you said about yourself actually describes me as well, though that sounds cheesy and awkward... I too prefer to isolate myself and spend most of my time writing, reading, playing RPGs and finding all sorts of other ways to slip out of this world and into a more pleasant fiction. (or at least a more interesting one)
I too have gone to many a movie by myself, though I often find it quite depressing...
I'm also known to give blunt, painfully honest answers, and I've noticed that a lot of people say they want you to be honest and then get offended when you are, and that tends to thoroughly piss me off...
I'm also a proud virgin, and of my age (and, let's be honest, gender) that's probably even more rare. It's certainly not that I haven't had the opportunity, I guess I just haven't found the right person, and I want to it to be meaningful when I do. I don't see anything wrong with viewing sex differently than I do, but like you said, I want it to be special, and sex without emotion, without love, seems empty and pointless to me.
Anyway, this is my long, ranting way of saying "you seem like an interesting person."
Hi Megan, and welcome to this friendly meeting place with freethinkers like you who recognise that gods are phoney and religion is a fraud aimed at controlling vulnerable superstitious people, including especially defenceless children; and
how tragic and inexcusable it is that women and minorities have been oppressed these last two thousand years and even longer.