I'm just wondering if most people are clean and organized. I get so depressed when I try to clean and organize things. Is that normal? One reason I don't like to buy very many clothes and other…Continue
So I've heard from Mao, Lenin, and Marx and others that Religion is the Opiate of the masses (or "mind or opiate of the poor" etc. )A person would have to seriously distort the Gospel message for…Continue
I think I'm only an Atheist 99% of the time.One of the reasons for my being a Theist was how much beauty there is out there. But there is so much ugliness! How could this author of beauty and this…Continue
I notice I'm never cruel when happy. When happy I'm nice to people. It is when miserable that I can be a jerk. Is that the case with you? Now there is a difference between being miserable and…Continue
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Here we go again. Got 24 hours of sobriety. Thought I was done playing this game.
why must you run away from reality. The more you do,the harder it is to face the world sober. Eventually we all have to.
A walk to the liquor store can make this pain go away. Then what? Bad judgment, acting idiotic, annoying people, then waking up hungover and worse than before.
Facing the pain and feeling it will help you grow and learn how to deal with it. Facing the pain will increase…Continue
So as a result of a loss recently I got extremely drunk on Saturday. so in the early AM hours I was picked up by the police for public intoxication but also because of the parts of the metro area that I was walking on the middle of the road there was private property.
the police also found out that I didn't pay a ticket that I had received for illegally riding the outside of the metro and they took me to jail.
because I had a trantula in my backpack they said its your lucky day…Continue