Ah, you are not at all alone, in being surrounded nonetheless by a religious family, and very brave. Welcome to this super site with its bright people like you who recognise the atheistic world view as being right, and religion for the fraud that it is.

Terry Meaden (60+) originator of the busy discussion group
"ORIGINS: Universe, Life, Earth, Humankind, Fossils, Religion, Evolution, Darwin..." with its 240 discussion topics.
We invite you to come and see, and to make good new friends.
http://www.atheistnexus.org/group/originsuniverselifehumankindanddarwin

A current topic there of possible interest for you is "Origins of Atheist Pride".