Not sure how to navigate this site via mobile tech. But I am still in the Army. Diagnosed with non Hodgkin's lymphoma in November 2011. I Recently completed my 9 months of 24/7 chemo with a few small breaks in between..I am.no longer the caliber of an asset to the army as I used to be so I will be medically retired soon..Technically I am in remission now but the aftermath is falling out all around me. Strained relationships and uncertain futures cloud my mind daily..it is hard to take a breath and relax...settle.down and come.up with a plan that will take care of myself. My marriage is going down into the drains and I don't have the pain tolerance.to bend over and lend a hand to pull it out..I'd rather ignore and.retreat..Start my motorcycle and ride, ride,ride
Leaving the stress, yelling and disresect behind me. Find a new acceptable tract of land to claim my.own. sorry for.grammar..ambien plays games..Not once did I pray for a God or lower my head in prayer prior to rolling out on a mission in Baghdad.. I welcomed it..got high off it. Then this cancer crap came in, stole my opportunities, hopes and. Dreams.when will the treatment end? What will happen when my.time.comes to get out of the army? I'd be OK.if the gave me enough severance pay to get a shiny new motorcycle and. Slapped me.on my.ass on the way out. HOOAH!