Whew..Here we go.
I'm single because I'm socially awkward, when I say something there is a 50/50 chance of it hitting and making people laugh or making an awkward silence simply because they ignore it and no one else says anything. I'm a bit overweight, I did weight 270 but now I'm at 242 or so, but I've not seen much of a physical change other than in my face. I'm an Atheist in the Bible Belt which means anyone that can conjure god into any conversation is automatically a turn off regardless of how physically attractive they are. I am the nice guy, (Agh..I've said this so many times before...) I saw stereotypes about men blah blah, made sure i didn't make those mistakes. Unfortunately, girls my age don't want the nice guy. Especially not the fat Atheist nerd lol
In a whole, it's a conglomerate of different things. I think alot of it is that I haven't been around Atheists, specifically women. Even more, there are far less Atheist teenagers than you think.
Wow i just realized this is a really old post...
Alright, so I've learned to small talk in the last three years, but I still can't seem to get past the first date. I've come up with a few alternative theories to hopefully explain the problem:
1. The Universe hates me for some reason.
2. I'm stuck in a simulated universe with very poor AI and programming.
I haven't even gotten my foot into the door of the first date x) Mmm I like the inferior AI and programming theory but it's probably more to deal with the fact that you live in Mississippi lol
Small talk is hard. I can only small talk about things i care about and those things aren't usual small talk topics.